surrendering sweetly like leaves do
this horrid fall, i desperately wait for winter
for every leaf that falls off it’s tree
is like a memory of you leaving my body
slowly draining its colour and life
dying, accumulating into a beautiful mess
I think about you way too often than not.
I have memorized your smile the way that your dimples look like river rapids.
I’ve memorized your touch, especially your hands like they were made just for me.
You are home for me.
You have control over me like the moon and the tide.
I feel completely consumed by you with every word that you say, intoxicated.
You leave me tongue tied and twisted.
Craving for more like an heroine addict
I just wish that this was the way you felt about me.
Does my smile make your heart skip beats?
Or is that just because you are riding the latest high?
Is my love so consuming that you feel like you are drowning in it, drunken even?
I just wish my love would intoxicate you, make you crave it, and become an addict off it like you have withdrawals when you’re not with me.
Maybe then my love would be good enough for you.
But I can’t compete with the high you are riding.
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